Just a stargazer

Ok… more updates….
1. I still haven’t bought a car. I am leaning towards a Nissan Sentra. Perhaps I am wrong to not look at more dealerships or into the possibility of buying a used car. So stressful!
2. Tomorrow, I am moving to University City. I have to go home tonight and get everything packed up for the move. It’s very surreal this whole moving thing. It could change my life. More stress!
3. I’m still lonely. I think I am bringing it on myself. This is perhaps the most stressful. The car will be bought, the move will be made, and I will still feel lonely, possibly even more lonely than I do now. I just have to suck it up. Maybe if I pretend I’m ok, I will be.

Ok… more updates….
1. I still haven’t bought a car. I am leaning towards a Nissan Sentra. Perhaps I am wrong to not look at more dealerships or into the possibility of buying a used car. So stressful!
2. Tomorrow, I am moving to University City. I have to go home tonight and get everything packed up for the move. It’s very surreal this whole moving thing. It could change my life. More stress!
3. I’m still lonely. I think I am bringing it on myself. This is perhaps the most stressful. The car will be bought, the move will be made, and I will still feel lonely, possibly even more lonely than I do now. I just have to suck it up. Maybe if I pretend I’m ok, I will be.

“…So they all rolled over and one fell out, one bear in the bed, and the little one said–

“I’m lonely.”